5:56 p.m. - 10.20.04
I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING CLEVER TO SAY TODAY.
I was looking through some older entries today and noticed how much my diary has changed i.e. how much I�VE changed since I started this. I read them and annoyed the hell out of myself. I would never have read this diary if I had found it. Granted there are moments of good but the majority was crap. This is not an invitation to go read former entries and disgust yourself. I don�t want to loose readers because of past unentertaining entries.

Jim: You're a MEANIE. Dissin' me all the time.
Elizabeth: when have I ever done that
Jim: Dissin' me, and BEATING ME UP, too.
Elizabeth: that was an accident
Jim: uh huh
Elizabeth: I felt SOOO bad
Jim: I could tell. All the TORRENTS OF LAUGHTER gave it away.
Elizabeth: there was no laughter
Elizabeth: now you�re just lying
Jim: nope.
Elizabeth: yep
Elizabeth:.
Jim:n
Jim:o
Jim:p
Jim:e
Jim:.
Elizabeth: It was nervouse laughter
Elizabeth: How did the e get there
Elizabeth: odd
Jim: Ok. I'm gradually packing up. Heading out.
Jim: Glad you got to see me today.
Elizabeth: Glad you got to see ME today
Jim: Indeed. The glasses look good.
Elizabeth: wow a compliment...thank you
Jim:Don't let it go to your head.
Elizabeth: I�ll try
Elizabeth: have a good evening
Jim: you too.

Usually he is so mean to me, in a teasing way but to receive an actual compliment. Wow.

I�ve been listening to this song over and over today. Razor Sharp by Collide. I just can�t stop. It�s a great song and I�m afraid if I stop I may not be able to breathe anymore. Okay that may be a slight exaggeration but whatever. Needless to say I�ve listened to it no less than 40 times today. If I could get a Collide IV I'd be all over that.

Sometimes I listen to Beethoven and pretend I have taste.

Other times I listen to Techno and pretend I�m an action hero.

For tonight?

*tosses coin*

So I stole the little Last song to annoy me thingy from Supermom3604 hope thats alright. So if you do in fact go back and read old entries some will have songs I actually don't mind in that spot. But oh well...hopefully you won't go back.

So today I had like 18 explorer windows put on pages that I wanted to look at but not just yet. Instead of just saving them to my favorites or writing the links down I leave all these windows open like some kind of super idiot. I don't know why I even bothered to type that but the backspace button looks SOOO far away.

I have absolutely nothing left to say for myself.

That sounds sad, yet I am prancing happily forward chronologically, mincing my way through the weeks like Jack Sparrow in stilettos, and thus it is not.

Tomorrow is the one year anniversay of Elliott Smith's death. Man time flies.

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